Numb III (feat. Xinclair)

You are stranger
She wonders why
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
I think I'm kinda lost, yeah
Tryna make sense of my thoughts
Dear God, yeah

Hello God, it's me again, I've been tryna be a man
But this therapy has really got me caving in
Give me a chance, goddamn, let me make amends
If I'm here another day, I swear I'll go insane again
I'ma break again, never be the same again
Is this really what you want for my brain again
Take it, then you don't know the fuckin' pain I'm in
Dream of being normal, but I hate when I'm awake again
Got a place for the stress

Do you understand that my brain is a mess?
Tryna stay afloat in a wave of distress
But it's kinda hard to breathe with this weight on my chest
Yeah, I'm too numb for this world full of feeling
You don't know half of the shit that I deal with
Fake smile when I'm going through the real shit
The only one tryna hang out is the ceiling, you feel me?

You are a stranger
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her (yeah)
You are a stranger (uh)
She wonders why (straight from the heart)
I don't trust nobody (yeah, yeah)
Not even her

I find it hard fitting in with society
Especially when there's no one quite like me
Got a lot of thoughts running 'round in my psyche
Now they want me locked even though I be growing up
I really find it kinda funny how I'm blowing up
'Cause these snakes from the past all showing love
Claiming that they with me 'cause my music is emotional
I'ma show 'em all, gotta show 'em all, yeah

You are a stranger
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
You are a stranger
She wonders why
I don't trust nobody
Not even her

It's like ring around the rosie the way I'm always fallin' down
Might as well just put me in my coffin now
And I'm not proud to say that, but I've been feelin
Like this way since way back, way back

When I was a rugrat just like chuckie 'cause I ain't ever say cheese
People say that confidence is key, well shit
I guess it's my bad, I don't having any (why don't I have any fuck?)

You are a stranger
She wonders why I
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
You are a stranger
She wonders why
I don't trust nobody
Not even her